I’m telling you that your peace and thoughts are good when you sit with them. I’m telling you that in your most difficult moments, there won’t always be someone by your side, that the tears flooding your face will strengthen you, and that disappointments, no matter how much we try to shield you from them, will come your way too. It’s hard for me to tell you now, when you’re only 8 months old, that hardship won’t spare you and that you’ll suffer from love or when things don’t turn out as you wish. In these wonderful 8 months, whenever you started to cry, your daddy and I did everything we could think of to soothe you, just so you wouldn’t shed a single tear, so your little heart wouldn’t hurt… because you are our little heart.
You are a miracle, the greatest dream of mine and your father’s. We love you both so much that if I were to die tomorrow, I’d be so happy knowing that I, such an ordinary, simple, and poor person, had you both. Sometimes I wonder: how is it me? Why am I the one experiencing such a miracle? I’ve never had such bright days in my 31 years. To have a man so kind, loving, and understanding… I didn’t even think such a person could exist in this world, let alone be mine. Everything was perfect in our relationship when you came along, Mike, our beloved son. From that ‘perfect,’ you placed a star up there, making it unimaginable.
I can’t imagine living anything more intense than what I’m feeling now or being in a state of greater ecstasy than this. Everything feels like a story… and it’s my story!
We have so much to teach you and so much love to give you, our dear, precious, and beloved son! With so much love, I write these lines for my husband and for my son, who is in the midst of discovering this wonderful world through his activities. I love you both so much that I can’t express it in words!
My thoughts on this wonderful morning, 14.08.2025!
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